That's my fault, because I have never given myself to anyone fully. I'm far too afraid of being hurt. If I opened myself up to someone, like I see people doing all the time, then I would give them control. I would give them the power to hurt me, and if they did, then it would essentially be my fault.
I don't know if I'm capable of doing that.
Seriously.
I just want to be loved, and be told I'm loved, and know I am. But I don't know if I can let that happen.
