My situation hasnt changed much, I still have an unwanted houseguest back (he went while I had another visitor but now hes back) but its something that is in the process of being dealt with. I still dont speak to those ex-friends that I have but I do not need friends like them and I have been reconnecting with the friends I used to have, that dont judge or try to control me. I still have feelings for this guy but I have sort of decided on a plan of action with that, and the feelings are diminishing anyways (either that or Im pushing them to the back of my mind, thatll do for now). So these things that have been dragging me down, are slowly getting sorted out.
I have sent off the application form to kickstart my education and I have made all teh relevant phone calls that I need to make (except for 2 to change payments over but I have to work out DD before I can do that!). So all in all, Im getting back on track.
My next big job is to move house. That is my big plan for the summer. I need a place where my kids can play outside safely, somewhere where I actually have a front door! Somewhere where my little man can invite his friends round for tea and stuff.
It will all fall into place. Im sure of that. I just have to learn patience and know when to push through. My babies deserve better. And they will get it.
